Friday, August 8
whered did stephos blog go? -_-
i woke up this morning and realized this is so freaking stupid. and fucking immature too.
im done with this shit man.
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im also done with this blog. byebye
Regina.11:35 AM
Thursday, August 7
when you told me you loved me did you know that it would take me the rest of my life to get it over the feeling of knowing a dream didnt turn out right
fckkk.. im so tired =( dude a beautiful mind is sucha good movie. shit. and you know whos in it?! JOSH LUCAS!! gaaaaahhh.. :heart melts: DO YOU KNOW WHO JOSH LUCAS IS? only the cutest guy on earth ;P actually i dunno if hes the CUTEST, but hes pretty damn cute. the guy in sweet home alabama! (which i saw again last night.. for the billionth time..) he has the prettiest eyes ever :D
and then i finally saw the whole movie of forest gump, i cried!! =( it was sad MANG. hahahaha.
i get to go to pga sunday. damn, havent been there for forever. gottah go study for the final imma fail now, byebyeeee
Regina.9:05 AM
Wednesday, July 30
i finally got my other yearbook insert back (thanks chien and joHnsong)
and i just want to say a BIG THANKS toshan and marie
shan: you are wonderful, period.
marie: i love you like no other. even more than john ;D
thats all, byebye
Regina.10:33 PM
Monday, July 28
lalalaa. im waiting for my bro to hurry his arse up.. im suppose to go meet LYUSER at starbucks. gaahhhhh
i was thinking how weird everything is. haha like EVERYTHING. nothing seems to make a lot of sense dont you think? like how sometimes you can be so in love with someone.. and then sometimes youre not? yea, see.. that doesnt make sense. or like.. how you can have these memories that you vow to cherish forever.. but then a lil while down the road.. you forget why you vowed that? hellah wack huh? its just weird.. like you grow and you learn and stuff.. but nothing stops changing. there is no forever because everythings constantly changing. you cant promise that you'll be there tomorrow because you dont know. you cant say you'll love that person forever because maybe.. just maybe you'll meet someone else. friendships and relationships fall apart everyday. haha i was on a wedding cake delivery the other day.. and its so amazing.. we have wedding cake deliveries pretty much EVERY week. sometimes we're booked and cant do anymore.. at that point its like 8 weeking cakes. thats EIGHT COUPLES getting MARRIED ont he same day. and we're only one bakery!! in one lil city!! isnt the world beautiful?
at the same exact time that newly weds say their vows.. miracouus things are happening.. babies are being born.. lil kids are learning how to ride their bicycles.. and the elder are experiencing REAL miracles.. while others are peacefully leaving this earth. its a good thing.. life is a cycle. you have to complete the whole thing.
but yet.. at the same time those things are happening.. people are dying. all over the world. dying in stupid car accidents
GOODNESS GRACIOUS. my brother is a stupid LAGGGER. i hate laggers. DONT LAG DAMNIT!! anyway
ppl are dying.. for no good reason. ppl are mudered.. ppl are crazy. ppl die with nothing. sad huh?
just doesnt make sense. WEEIIRRDDDD. okay bye!
Regina.11:18 AM
Wednesday, July 23
chica! take a breather! :P i miss you too =\ i hope i get to see you!! does your mom know what the dates are yet?
monkey.7:06 PM
Tuesday, July 22
I LOST A POUND!!!
Anonymous.9:57 PM
i finally figured out why i detest you so much..
you remind me of myself.
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and ive been thinking today.. (totally not related at all to what was said up there^)
why cant i push you out of my life?
after all.. you pushed me out of yours
Regina.8:53 PM
Sunday, July 20
its been so long.. since i held you in my arms.. so i picked up pen and paper.. and decided to write you a song.. things just aint the same since you took your love away.. all i have is dark and lonely days cuz the sun dont shine my way.. wish that i can find the worlds to say to show you love is real.. the words just cant express the way i feel.. youre my angel.. my sun in the sky.. weve been through hell and back together why do you wanna leave me now.. only you can ease the pain i feel and wipe my tears away.. wont you fly back home and make me whole again.. not a day goes by that i dont want to cry.. when i think of what we had and how you walked out of my life.. all i had was yours to take.. till my heart you chose to break.. still wish that i can make love to you just one more time for old times sake.. come back home.. without you here besides me my house is not a home..
i don't know.. anymore..
Regina.10:22 PM
